Thursday, May 5, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
they made it look easy
they even looked like
she couldn't do it
she despised the simpler thing
she could not imagine doing the harder thing
and liking it
there was something
something deep down inside her
where did that something come from?
that deep down inside of her
who put it there?
there was so much around her telling her
showing her that she couldn't
yet there was that Something
that said she could
so she tried
it wasn't easy
she wanted to give up
but still that Something
what she really wanted
not to give up
made a little progress and
she made a little more
she looked through her eyes
those same two eyes
but this time
same two eyes
but same self?
she made it
and what's more
Monday, May 2, 2011
My little Puppy Love.
What a blessing you are in my life.
Your entry into this world those 13 years ago was such an easy one.
Just one push and out you slipped...
I love the way you show care for the things you love.
You bring a spirit of harmony to our family.
I'm in awe of the gifts and talents you've been given.
Given before you came into this world.
It makes me glad, seeing how you are exploring new interests and hobbies. I'm excited to go out and shoot hoops with you. That'll be so much fun.
I'm glad you still like it when I can bring yellow polka dot balloons and strawberry cupcakes to your class. (And not be embarrassed.) That made me happy today.I love you so much, sweetie.
Hope your day is special.
Hope you know how much you're loved.
xo forever and always,
Sunday, May 1, 2011
~headed to the conference. Since I was visiting the campus where I attended college 20 years ago, I thought I'd do some research about completing my education sometime in the future. I got a copy of my transcript. Also took some time to get information on independent study, degree and program options I'm considering. Came to the conclusion that for the next few years, I might possibly squeeze in one or two independent study classes a year that I can work on at home. Would really like to complete my education, but not sure how I can pay for this while providing for the kid's college and missions at the same time. Also don't want to take my focus and energies off the needs of my children still at home. Kind of a dilemma and I'm still trying to figure out the answers.
~attended classes such as "Rising Above Depression", "Choosing Joy", and "Education: Latchkey to Success". Very inspiring and thought provoking.
~navigated the sea of women everywhere I went. The energy of all those beautiful ladies was electric, I tell you.
~participated in a "Night of Service". That was really fun. Here's some numbers of just a few of the completed projects: 34,315 humanitarian newborn, school, and hygiene kits, 1,020 fleece blankets for children, 5,219 newborn caps, 277 children's Christmas stockings, 355 stuffed toy caterpillars for autistic children. That's one of the things that I chose to work on. (see above)
~gleaned lots of ideas for my family from the Sharing Station booths.
~decided to call it a day (my feet said enough) and drove to the Sleep Inn. Crashed on the bed and watched Michael Scott's last Office appearance. Sniff... Felt like a lady of leisure alone in that hotel room. Just me, the remote, my books, my thoughts, and that bed. That was nice, I'm telling you.
~headed back to the conference. Loved hearing Sister Beck's (general Relief Society president for the church) powerful opening session remarks.
~browsed the bookstore after missing my first class. Oh, well.
~sessions included "He Has Born Our Griefs and Carried Our Sorrows: The Power of the Atonement" and "Gathering in the Kitchen: Healthy Eating and Happy Memories". So nourishing.
~traffic congestion like no other. Stopped at the mall to pick up Jane's prom dress.
~welcomed home to sweet,"we sure missed you, Mom" family. Heard all about Isaac and dad's fun field trip outing.
~sat down with Gary at the computer and watched a BBC rebroadcast of the entire royal wedding proceedings. (He's a hard core Anglophile, too. Stayed up from 1 am to 6 am watching all the coverage. How cute is that.) God Save the Queen...
~woke up to behold this wonder. Oh. My. Gosh.
~the roads weren't packed and it was actually not very cold. Headed out to run 12 or so miles (2 hours.) Longest I've ran since my marathon last May. Felt great.
~took Jane to her state solo and ensemble violin competition. Grocery shopping, hair up-do appointment for her, as well.
~sent Strom and Jane off. Don't they look cute together?
~date night with Keith. Went out for Peruvian food (we get the same thing every time. The vegetarian adaptation was yum-o.) and saw a late night showing of this (PG 13 version) inspirational movie. So glad we saw this. Can't get enough of all this royal stuff, don't you know.